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Blue Eyes
02:09
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look into my eyes
you'll see what you want to see
you'll find what you wanna find
but thats not what it means to me
look into my heart
you'll see what I need you to see
something lost inside
a person that used to be me
I can imagine this might hurt
because there's not much left of me for you to see
don't listen to the words
so it'll go back to how it used to be
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Drained
01:44
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fire screams and blood will fall from the sky
mountains burst with glitter paint from your eyes
and you won't forgive me
raging rivers flow through your brain in time
you will pay for your actions and your crimes
and you won't forgive me
but you will try
it's beauty has no boundaries in my eyes
it glows just like your heart did
a long, long time ago
and I will forgive you
and you must try
and you must try
you must try
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Dirty Nails
02:57
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I'm trapped again, in this hole of despair
please find a way, to get me out of here
I know, it's not that easy
I know, I know, it's not that easy
we tried a rope but it just broke off
tried a ladder, didn't reach far enough
is there a way to get me out of here
is there a way
we'll find a way, we'll find a way
we'll find a way, we'll find a way
don't worry, I'll be just fine
you know me, I'll stay in line
I'll get things done, from all the way down here
and for me, the road is so clear
I'll find a way, I'll find a way
I'll find a way, I'll find a way
I've had a realization
now theres nothing to worry about
I've thought a lot about it and
I'll have to climb my own wayyyy out
I found a way, I found a waaaaaayyy
I found a way, I found a way
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Entirety
04:39
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this song is too long im not writing all the lyrics take it for what it is
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J2
02:56
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finding, finding out who you truly are truly are
think back to when you were young you thought you had it all figured out but
who you thought you were then
is not who you are now and
who you are now is not who you will be ten years from now
we're not the same as we used to be but maybe we could find something to reconnect on
like maybe four years from now when we lose that one we'll talk because we're afraid
we both have the same feelings that he did
and we could do what he did
and I'm afraid that I'll lose you
he'll push you a little too far and then you'll cut it off
you'll cut it all off
and I'll never get to see you again
finding, finding out who you truly are
maybe we'll never find out
maybe we're no one maybe we're everyone
everyone
but I'm not sure we'll ever know
and then we're gone
and then we're gone
and then we're gone
and then we're
we're gone
why are you gone
where have you gone
where have you gone
where have you gone
cause I just wanna see you again
and I'll never get to see you again
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Saturn B.C. Portland, Oregon
Saturn B.C. makes music for other sad trans queers like themself
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