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Saturn B.C. - Ghosts 2
04:56
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You ever wonder when someone died
Like you still see them but there's nothing inside
They walk around like a ghost
Try to be forgotten but everyone knows
Their name
If I could necromance I'd try
To lift you up, back so high
So you could see the things you've done
Won't let you end this one
This time
One day these walls will speak
Of all the awful, awful dreams
That they absorb over time
Cant keep pretending that they're fine
And one day these walls will bleed
When we all get enough sleep
They'll clean the mess before we wake up
And we will talk it out until
They're okay
They'll be okay
Who's to say that ghosts aren't real
When I have seen and I can feel
A terrible hidden pain
Can almost touch but then it goes
Away
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If I were to ever
Be seen as a saint
I'd want it to be for something truly heroic
And when you praise me
For something so simple
It makes me feel like you see me
As invincible
So when you say
That I'm so wise for my age
You know that I could never live up to your expectations
Spent my life in your cave
Told me to keep your truth
But could you believe that I could have my own truth too
When you spend
Your whole life away
You don't know what it's like outside your cave
And when I'm ready
To give up my truth
I'll realize I have nothing left to say to you
So when you say
That I'm so wise
It makes me feel like I have no flaws in your eyes
And yeah maybe sometimes
I'm the only person
In a situation that knows what to do
(And I know that it's scary being alone
But I have done it and
You can too)
It doesn't mean
Other knowledge isn't helpful too
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Saturn B.C. - The Forest
03:07
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Sometimes I walk up to the forest
And I wait for the spirits to speak to me
I haven't had much luck yet but I hear them call
And I know
That they're waiting to be set free
And sometimes I like to feel scared
I feel it deep inside of me
It makes me know that I am pushing the boundaries
Of this box
And I need to be set free
Cause there's a heart beating in the forest
There is love in places you've never been
There's a whole world waiting before you
And I'll be there
When you're ready to jump right in
You may not know what's in your future
Welcome to the club
And I know you won't want to hear it
But success
Is not something you should be afraid of
And you might think the people before you
Built your path before you were even born
But I see so much power in you
And I know
You can break that pattern
Cause there's a heart beating in the forest
There is love in places you've never been
There's a whole world waiting before you
And I'll be there
When you're ready to jump right in
Cause there's a heart (heart!) beating in the forest
You'll find love in places you've never been (places you've never been)
There's a whole world waiting before you
And I'll be there
When you're ready to jump right in
I'll be there
When you're ready to jump right in
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I guess, That it's
Appropriate
That the leaves changed
Just as quick
As they did, as they do
As they will
As they did, as they do
As they will
Can it stay green
A little longer
I've grown quite fond
Of the color
Of I can, oh I do, so I will
Of I can, oh I do, so I will
There are leaves in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are leaves in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are leaves in my hair
I know they're there
I know they're there
I know there, there
If I make it through the winter
I should grow back even stronger
Than I did, like I do, like I will
Than I did, like I do, like I will
You have to put out all of your fires
You can't go melting through the ground
Like they did, like they do
Like they will
Like they did, like they do
Like they will
There are bees in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are bees in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are bees in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're there
I know there, there
I'm trying to
Try to
Want to
And there are leaves in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are bees in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are leaves in my hair
I know they're there, I know they're
There are bees in my hair
For which I care for which I care
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Chase Milo Reid - Remove
03:39
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Maybe you held space for me
Maybe you held my head underwater
And I can't see clearly through any goggles
And I can't breathe fearlessly
Under any water
So I'll take the good of you
And remove it from my brain
And I'll take the bad of you
And try to do the same
Remove you from my brain
And try to learn something
Try to learn something
You gotta learn something
So I had to stop
Holding my breath
Waiting for you to clean your mess up
And I can't tidy my words up
If I don't know where they go
And I can't hollow my tongue
So that you don't feel alone
So I'll take the good of you
And remove it from my brain
And I'll take the bad of you
And try to do the same
Remove you from my brain
And try to learn something
Try to learn something
You gotta learn something
So I removed myself
From you rotation
And I shouldn't have been there
In the first place
Cause you never cared about the look
On their face
So I'll take the good of you
And remove it from my brain
And I'll take the bad of you
And try to do the same
Remove you from my brain
And try to learn something
You gotta learn something
You always learn something
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I'm planning to grow tall
Higher than any wall
That ever dare surround me
That ever dared surround me
And that's a stretch, but I'll make it
And it's a reach, but I'll take it
And when the silence isn't simple
And it cannot take a break
I will run on empty
See all the faces I can fake
And that's a stretch, but I'll make it
And it's a reach, but I'll take it
Cause I just somehow know
What the ending is before
I get to the end
Of the the show
And I've got a
Funny feeling that they're
Gonna make it out
But I'm not sure how
Now my temperature is rising
I feel I'm melting to the ground
I'll put myself right through a strainer
And hope the bad parts all drain out
And that's a stretch, but I'll make it
And it's a reach, but I'll take it
So will you please let me in now
I've become scared of the dark
They turned our trees into the buildings
Let's turn their buildings into parks
And that's a stretch, but I'll make it
And it's a reach, but I'll take it
Cause I just somehow know
What the ending is before
I get to the end
Of the the show
And I've got a
Funny feeling that they're
Gonna make it out
But I'm not sure how
But I like to (but I like to)
But I like to
Be the one
To figure it out (to figure it out)
Out
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Saturn B.C. Portland, Oregon
Saturn B.C. makes music for other sad trans queers like themself
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